

Ashtrayyou had me cremated that night that i died just so you wouldn'tAshtray
have to look at the scars i left behind in your mind and on your heart
you seem as though you don't care that i'm not there you flick your cigarette in my urn those ashes in my own you think all ashes are the same
did those ashes bleed for you? i'd really like to know did they spill their heart and soul for everything gone wrong
and did they smile at you when you told a funny joke? i hope they make you choke
but it's all done now &nb


Only A DreamThere's me Pretty in pink Sitting there Next to daddy's old desk His papers, pictures, His squeaky leather chair Silent and still And oh so emptyOnly A Dream
My feeble cries While floating in the air Must have gotten lost Somewhere Among the muted laughter And the somber smiles Cut off almost at the start "I was a good daughter I was..."
I'm getting lost in this house Though I know it Like the back of my hand My memories flooding in That unwelcome tidal wave I just cannot stand.
I can see her